Feeling Giddy...

Have you ever liked someone so much just being around them is intoxicating. When you think of them or about them, a big smile just comes across your face and you just automatically get in a good mood. When he/she is around, your heart starts racing and your stomach gets nervous(butterflies). You can't help but to look at them, but you don't wanna be creepy with it so you have to do it craftily. You try in catch glimpses of him/her out of the corner of your eye or watch them out of your peripheral view. It's something about them that is so enchanting and draws you in soooo much.


And I'm not even talking from a sexual perspective because that is a whole other topic of discussion. LOL!! And not one that I'm going to touch on tonight either, I will save that for another time. Now, getting back on the topic, you want to strike up a conversation just so you'll have their attention even if it's for a moment but you are at a loss of words as to what to say so you say nothing. Sometimes, your mouth gets dry and you feel a little sweaty. Other times, it just makes you nervous to be around them and you just clam up and fade into the background.


It's just something about them that is so intriguing and it sucks you in like a vacuum. You want to know just about everything there is to know about him/her. What they are thinking about, what they are doing when you are not around, and what really makes them tick. Even small things about them, you want to know like what his/her favorite color is or what's his/her favorite time of the year. Soooo.... have any of you ever felt like that? Yeah, me neither...LOL! Sike, I'm just kidding. I've felt this way many times but unfortunately, circumstances were not in my favor and things didn't work out or it simply wasn't meant to be. Well, that's all for now...until next time.

General Info

Ok, I thought I'd just share a little more about myself. I'm a single mother of an almost 10yr old. I am one of the coolest women you will meet because I like to have fun and go with the flow for the most part.


I love anything adventurous. I want to bungee jump and skydive one day. I also want to try rock-climbing and scuba diving. A lot of my friends will think I am crazy for wanting some of those things but life is so short, we should enjoy it to the fullest. This world is full of opportunities and I refuse to let them pass me by.


Even with that said, I am also laid back at times. I don't mind relaxing at home or at my friends' place just listening to music or talking, cracking jokes, and just goofing off. A lot of my friends are musicians and that suits me just fine, they help my appreciation for music. I am also an amateur musician myself, I can play drums and am getting back to playing the keys. I am currently about to learn how to play the guitar. What can I say, I come from a family of musicians. LOL! I like to dance too, although most times I just dance at home in my apartment. I don't care though, music really moves me and gets me through tough times.


Hmm, other random hobbies and interests of mine include doing theater work( I really miss it a lot), drawing, painting and coloring( yes, I still color...lol). I love going to see plays and concerts(although it sends me into a claustrophobic frenzy, I bear it as best as I can), going to museums and anything that stimulates me mentally. I have to keep my mind busy, it is often my own worst enemy but I'll save talking about that for another day.


More facts, my favorite color is purple. Ummm, I'm in school trying to finish my degree. I have a day job like everyone else and also aid my friends' band to which I call my family. They are an awesome group of men and women. Birds of a feather do flock together. I also have a wonderful chosen family who are there for me just as my blood family would be. I love them all with all my heart and we are small but a tough, close, and strong group, make that family.


Oh well, I guess that's enough for now. I'm supposed to be doing homework anyways. Hahaha

Introductions

Hey all!!!

Welcome to the Candy Shop Lounge where you can read the random thoughts that come across my mind and I feel the need to share. My name is Candi and I am a small town girl living in fast-paced city world. I have a hard time focusing on most things, I crack jokes, usually about myself and tell you the truth even if you don't want to hear it. I consider myself a genuine person and I try to treat everyone the same, no matter if you are rich or homeless. We all have to get through this adventure called life and many of us are just doing the best we can so money and fame don't phase me as everyone has to put shoes on one foot at a time. I'm just happy to have feet. I also love God with all my heart but I am NOT a perfect Christian. I have struggles and bad days just like everyone else so don't be surprised at what you will read. Hope you all enjoy what is going on in my head or what I'm feeling and are able to relate.

Please feel free to leave comments, I'm interested to see what you all have to say.

Until next time.