Feeling Giddy...

Have you ever liked someone so much just being around them is intoxicating. When you think of them or about them, a big smile just comes across your face and you just automatically get in a good mood. When he/she is around, your heart starts racing and your stomach gets nervous(butterflies). You can't help but to look at them, but you don't wanna be creepy with it so you have to do it craftily. You try in catch glimpses of him/her out of the corner of your eye or watch them out of your peripheral view. It's something about them that is so enchanting and draws you in soooo much.


And I'm not even talking from a sexual perspective because that is a whole other topic of discussion. LOL!! And not one that I'm going to touch on tonight either, I will save that for another time. Now, getting back on the topic, you want to strike up a conversation just so you'll have their attention even if it's for a moment but you are at a loss of words as to what to say so you say nothing. Sometimes, your mouth gets dry and you feel a little sweaty. Other times, it just makes you nervous to be around them and you just clam up and fade into the background.


It's just something about them that is so intriguing and it sucks you in like a vacuum. You want to know just about everything there is to know about him/her. What they are thinking about, what they are doing when you are not around, and what really makes them tick. Even small things about them, you want to know like what his/her favorite color is or what's his/her favorite time of the year. Soooo.... have any of you ever felt like that? Yeah, me neither...LOL! Sike, I'm just kidding. I've felt this way many times but unfortunately, circumstances were not in my favor and things didn't work out or it simply wasn't meant to be. Well, that's all for now...until next time.